...or something.

I'm officially signed to Once Source Talent Model Management company. They're marketing me as an Actress and a Print Ad/Promotional Model.

Go figure.

So I have to have surgery tomorrow.

Yay kidney.

...I like when he kisses me goodbye in the morning before he goes to work...and I like how he likes it when I stay.

...I totally use men for the neighborhoods the live in.

Well, I mean...I take that back...I don't "use" them...I just happen to like their apartments/neighborhoods more than I like them.

Go figure.

It's so odd to my how my tight little group of friends grew apart. I mean, I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. Life tore us apart and threw us all in separate directions. Still, it's weird. People I've been so close to for such a long time...it's like I don't even know them anymore.

I don't know.

But on to other news...

I'm completely smitten with this cute little Polish guy. Every time I see/talk to him, it's like...butterflies. Oh man. I rarely feel like this about guys. Especially guys I don't really know that well. Usually it's just like...hit it, quit it. Move on. With him, it's completely different. I don't turn on the sex appeal like I usually do. I'm the kind of girl who always knows the right thing to say, the right thing to wear, the right LOOK to give a guy...but with him I feel like I'm in high school again. Like, he makes me so giggly and nervous. Ew. I hate it. I don't like not being in control of myself. I always get hurt that way.

And the funny thing is...he's totally not my type AT ALL. He's the complete opposite of everything I usually look for.

It always seems to happen like that with guys that I actually LIKE. They're never what I expect them to be.

I think it's the accent.