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"I wish you would step back from that ledge m

Mon Oct 9, 2006, 7:03 AM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Third Eye Blind - Jumper
  • Eating: Jordan Almonds
  • Drinking: Malibu and Coke
It's so odd to my how my tight little group of friends grew apart. I mean, I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. Life tore us apart and threw us all in separate directions. Still, it's weird. People I've been so close to for such a long time...it's like I don't even know them anymore.

I don't know.

But on to other news...

I'm completely smitten with this cute little Polish guy. Every time I see/talk to him, it's like...butterflies. Oh man. I rarely feel like this about guys. Especially guys I don't really know that well. Usually it's just like...hit it, quit it. Move on. With him, it's completely different. I don't turn on the sex appeal like I usually do. I'm the kind of girl who always knows the right thing to say, the right thing to wear, the right LOOK to give a guy...but with him I feel like I'm in high school again. Like, he makes me so giggly and nervous. Ew. I hate it. I don't like not being in control of myself. I always get hurt that way.

And the funny thing is...he's totally not my type AT ALL. He's the complete opposite of everything I usually look for.

It always seems to happen like that with guys that I actually LIKE. They're never what I expect them to be.

I think it's the accent.

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~Damain Oct 14, 2006, 1:34:37 AM
seriously, i know what you mean, I think its just that age where were at, but all my friends have either moved, or we've moved apart. The only person that I ever hang out with anymore is my best friend Pat, and he's going into the army in Jan ><. what am I going to do after that?

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The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart
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~snax-mcgee Oct 14, 2006, 6:49:49 AM
Aww, well...I guess it's at that point where we have to step out of our comfort zone and allow things to change...?

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~Aimiya Oct 16, 2006, 7:36:04 PM
I wonder myself what would have happened if I had taken the opportunity I had to come back to Park Forest and go back to Rich East. I can only imagine that I would have gone back to being your shadow like I used to be, or at least how I used to feel.

In the end, it's whether you're okay with how things are. I mean, it might be a little sad, but if things stayed the same, we probably never would be the unique women we've become. I, at the very least, love how I've turned out, mistakes and all. I can't say how you feel, but I think everything up to this point was something that was supposed to happen.

On a non philisophical note, [link]

The one on the lower right square is Kevin, being all cute and lovable, although you might need to full view it, and it's really big. The other three aren't as important, so feel free to ignore them.
Now you can tell all your friends or something.

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You just lost the game.
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~snax-mcgee Oct 18, 2006, 9:16:57 AM
Eh, it was more like a general observation...I love how I turned out as well, but I don't love how no one keeps in contact anymore. But oh well, c'est la vie, right?

And...

...aww.

I didn't picture him blonde for some reason...

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("\O.O/") I think you need a hug! ("\O.O/")

click here, bitches!
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~Aimiya Oct 18, 2006, 10:26:09 AM
You probably didn't picture him blonde because I don't think I've ever shown any interest in blondes when we used to be together. As a matter of fact, I'm positive when I consider I liked Danny, Eric and Chris, none of them with blonde hair. I don't think it was a conscious decision. I think they just happen to be my choices for one reason or another.

And also, yeah, he is aww.
Too bad I have to fight Law & Order for affection with this guy.

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You just lost the game.
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